The Dawn Breaks

It was unfortunate that I wasn't able to watch Twilight's fourth installment, Breaking Dawn on the big screen. You know, when it was still the talk of the town and everybody, if not going gaga about it, has something to say about the movie-good or bad. But if you think I didn't see it, nope! I saw it when my hubby (yes, I have a husband now--wohoo! i got married) downloaded it from the internet.It was a crappy copy and after seeing it, that's when I wish I saw it on the big screen--with clear images. Anyway, here are my thoughts: Wow! I once again felt the "tickle" that I felt when I first saw Twilight. I admit I kind of lost that feeling after watching New Moon and Eclipse (although Eclipse was actually my favorite of the 4 books) I guess the movie just didn't give that much of a justice to how it all happened in the books. I also expects the same thing to happen with Breaking Dawn, but boy, I was wrong. Everything that happened in the movie is just what I expected and imagined it to happen. So in short, I really enjoyed it. I guess I still need to watch it again a couple of times before I can say I love it for sure.We'll see...

Even in my dreams I see the both of you

I love Robert and Kristen-together! Edward and Bella. I love seeing them together that even in my dreams, i see them-together. I don't know if dreams are in a way a form of a prophesy, like a glimpse of what is about to happen. Or in a more scientific approach, dreams are a manifestation of what our wants and desires are.Either way, I agree with both. I had a few experiences when I dreamt of something and it did happen. Not in the exact form as that of my dream but I know that's it. Joseph the dreamer? Cows relating to famine? De javu is different. It's a feeling that what your experiencing right now happened already. That's how you felt because you've dreamed of it or coincidentally, it did happen before. I think things happen as it is because I wanted it so bad--to really happen, I focus my every energy to it and in a way it reached whatever forces it is in universe responsible for fate and destiny that made it all possible. I guess that's how prayers work. Only this time we know what force we're trying to reach out to. See the power of dreams? hehehe

HAPPY THOUGHTS

Today I made a promise that I'll only entertain happy thoughts. Happy thoughts makes you fly. That's how Wendy, Jon and Michael did it. Peter Pan is one of my favorite stories. Remembering the Peter Pan TV Series that I really loved watching when I was a little makes me smile.Happy thought. Keith celebrated his birthday. Thankful for another year. I surprised him by not telling him I took a day off work to spend the day with him.(giggles) I cooked for him he likes it. I am happy. I got so many things to be thankful for. So many I can't tell it all. Happiness...is defined by no one else but me.

My First Love

I have written/blogged about my mom, my friends and my enemies but I seem to have forgotten to write about this one person who helped me out the most during the worst days of my life. The guy who treated me not like a princess, but his queen. He is my knight in shining armor; my peace of mind amidst chaos. His arms, my haven; his embrace, my home. He is comfort for my struggles; he is ease for my pain.

No one else but me could best describe how great the feeling is if you’re loved by him. Others can only imagine.

Keith, my love...

The first time I loved forever

Was when you whispered my name

And I knew at once you loved me

For the me of who I am
The first time I loved forever

I cast all else asideand

I bid my heart to follow

Be there no more need to hide
And if wishes and dreams are merely for children

And if love's a tale for fools

I'll live the dream with you
For all my life and foreverthere's a truth

I will always knowwhen my world divides

And shatters your love is where I'll go

According to them

It's been too long since I wrote something here. How long was it? I guess I've been to a lot of different things lately. Well I just wanted to share another thought of mine. So here it goes...

If somebody tells you your ugly, are you really not affected?
At all?
Even a tiny bit?
That you can say you are beautiful no matter what they say?
I mean, really?
What they say doesn't count?
That it doesn't matter?
But why is it that we lined up all the time to all those beauty shops to buy all "beauty products"?
Because deep inside we want to look good in the outside, to be told, "you look good" or "you're pretty" don't we?
Beauty is relative but it's also relevant--come to think of it, being beautiful in the outside gives you an edge.
People look at you-once, then twice and then again, when you cross the streets.
You are scheduled for an interview based on the picture on your resume.
So yeah, when somebody tells you your ugly--it means you are!
And until you really do something about it (your ugliness, I mean) they'll rub in how ugly you are, over and over until you can't say "it doesn't matter " anymore.
So, are you really sure you don't get affected when someone comments about your looks?
I do.