Friday, October 23, 2009

Monday, October 19, 2009



I found this picture of Kristen Stewart.Again.

This is in LAX.


I just notice the shoes that she's wearing looks kind of the same as what Rob wore in the New Moon Italy scene.

Heh, I just thought she's wearing Rob's shoes.


I know it is weird. Just an observation.


I might be wrong. Here's the picture. Go check it out your self.




Thursday, October 15, 2009

If it's wrong to feel this way, then I'm guilty.


Guilty.


I saw a picture of kristen stewart today.

I can't help comparing myself.
Gosh, she's so lovely.

I feel guilty.

To my self.

For ever allowing myself to be like this.

I don't like how I am today.

I have to help myself and I need to do it really fast.

Before I go into deep, so deep.
Thanks kristen for making me know this.


Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Anticipating


Everyday I watch and wait.

Searching for every signs.

Hoping for a confirmation.

Wishing that it's true.

But until then,I'll just be here.

Patiently waiting, watching, anticipating.
11.20.09.



OPPOSITES




If men as individuals surrender to the call of their elementary instincts, avoiding pain and seeking satisfaction only for their own selves, the result for them all taken together must be a state of insecurity, of fear, and of promiscuous misery.

The opposite of security is insecurity, and the only way to overcome insecurity is to take risks.

Same way as inferiority is the opposite of superiority. Superiority is the main goal of the inferiors.


Insecurity drives you to be secure. It makes you take risks.


However, a person's primary goal that he must set for himself is not to feel secure but to be able to tolerate insecurity.


One can never be without insecurity. Anyone who seeks satisfaction, happiness for themselves are the most insecure of people. Being able to live at peace with your insecurity is what defines you.


Insecurity then is a great motivation.






Monday, October 12, 2009

Motivation


I need this.

Something to keep me going, doing things.

If you're asking me what my motive is?

Nothing.

Why don't you tell me.


You talk as if you know me.

When in fact a thousand times you deny me.

You think I'm like this and like that.

Can your imagination be more creative?

Stop this.No.Don't stop.

Admit it. You like this game I'm making you play.

And you want to win so badly.

Stop this.No. Don't stop this.